I can't die
I don't even exist
I am an illusion
I am fiction
I can remember everything

In my happy home
I barely breathe
If i had my lovers arms
I will find relief

And there`s a sky that`s changing
And a bird that sings
I never once in my wayward life
Was heading to run out

In my lovers arms I wait for morning
I beg my god to speak and tear me apart
I`d lay down my body I`d lay down my arms
I never once in my sweet short life meant anybody harm

In my happy home
I read the signs
In my lovers arms
I move in time
There`s no more crying
And there`s no more lies
I never once in my sweet short life
Was waiting for desire

And there`s no more crying
And there`s no more pain
I never thought for one second
I`d have nothing left but shame

In my happy home
I barely breathe
I never once in my wayward life
Was heading to run out